3 Poems

By Ai Feith

Facial Abuse

I don’t know much about you but the stuff that I heard you are fucked up. So why don’t we tell the world about your little- your home life?

Uhhh my adopted brother, he and I like, we suck each other off like all the time. Oh I also let my dog uhh lick me-

Oh my god!
Why do you hate your daddy?

Spread your legs!

Because he abused me!

Awwww!

I lost my virginity at fucking five, you piece of shit, and now all I do is fuck for money! I fucking hate you! I hope you fucking burn in hell! You see what I’m doing dad!? You see this!? This is for you! So go fuck yourself!

Ahhhhhh!

It says daddy on it…

Yeah, jack yourself with it-

Put- put daddy inside you.

Ohhhhhh!

You should’ve told somebody. I’m not blaming you, but you should’ve told somebody. But I guess in a way you just did.

Porn

This isn’t gonna make you cry, is it? Oh this is scary isn’t it? Huh? Is this scary?

Yeah

We’re proud of you, okay? Alright? You’re a good girl. So now you knows you’re not being hurt so you’re not gonna cry, are you? Huh? Don’t move your hands! Put your hands behind your back!

Oh my gosh! What happened?

You proposed to me and I accepted. Now you’ll have to tell your boyfriend that you’re marrying me instead of him.

What happened?

Spread your legs, put your hands behind your back.

Wait a second. Did I just pass out?

Spread your legs, put your hands behind your back.

What happened!? Did I just pass out!? For how long!? Oh no!

Put your hands behind your back, please. Spread your legs.

Wait, stop for a second.

He Certainly Wasn’t That

The reference to sex is a reference to the two affairs that De Mille had
while he was married.
The first was with an actress, Julia Fay,
who
had
beautiful
feet.
(Someone on the documentary says De Mille was a ”pedophile,”
but unless he had a thing for young children,
he
certainly
wasn’t
that.)
The second was with Jeanie MacPherson, a screenwriter and producer. Each affair lasted for
years;
they were hardly casual romps.
Mr. Norman thinks De Mille was a whited sepulcher for having the affairs and directing ”The Ten
Commandments,”
too.

Ai Feith is a Conceptual writer, Noise musician and Experimental filmmaker, working in Portugal. Previous works include Diagrammatic Writing by Johanna Drucker through Ai Feith, 24/70 Western by Kurt Kren and Matmos @ 2AM. Her focus is in the subjective act of experience of another’s work of art; thus there is a lot of work through artistic appropriation, modification and transmutation. Her creative writing is focused on an overturning of stylistic, artistic and social norms.